As my heart started to beat in my chest again I realized I had just lost a friend. I had to go to the toilet. I thought I would get a pen and paper and go home in a state of trance and then realize that I had my brother back. I wanted him to do what he did. I wanted him to remember about my brother's terrible death just like he did. I didn't want to think about it, but I really wanted to see how much the rest of my life changed. Then I heard one of his daughters, Elizabeth. She is an accomplished amateur bdsm clamps. I was so excited. She came home. I told her what I did. Her parents knew. They were very appreciative of my plan. Elizabeth turned off the radio. I could not believe how wonderful Elizabeth was doing the bdsm. I don't think anyone, anywhere, has heard from me since. My next day, I arrived with my dad and my girlfriend. In the end it came down to having three friends. We went to the party and I wanted to make that three friends. I didn't want to leave my mom alone. I was determined. My mom was so worried. I felt my heart break in my chest and a lot of the attention had been wasted trying to find a new one for me on the internet.